It's Complicated

FareWell My Fren

2007-05-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

David muke act PASRAH

JC nyer Server TERHORMAT

JC nyer Dayang2 (Fiza & Syurah)

Sufy, David, Sufiyan

Aper yg dorg tgh buat tu
Susah tau nk tgk SIR senyum
Rashid & Bdk2 OL
Sempat Posing

Me & Rashid

Inilah Kawan2 JC aku.

As from today Rashid is already otw his way to KUIS to go back to study again at Selangor. How fast was in to see a Fren who u know at ur work place eat together, host together waiter together just in a quick moment he's going back.. last saturday on 12 May was Aishah & Dyana, 13 May was Aisyah Server & her fren Aisyah Belo. then today is my Good Fren Rashid. To bdk2 JC. Kalau tk kerana korg aku rase aku tk continue sey.. tapi tkpe satu hari nanti kite akan amik Gambar Together2 Budak2 JC BB (Budak Baru) & OL (Orang Lama) cam okay per... Btw Aisyah THANK YOU for the SONGS... MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH

Hamzah Bday lah

2007-05-10T10:55:00.000+08:00

wELL today was a god damn tired day for me. Well basically i went to sch 1st lesson was actually PCA then it was change to BIO SCIENCE 2 due to My CA is sick. You know what i slept for the whole 2 lesson of BIO Science.. haiz i wonder how can i catch up with my classmate... haizz...

Ya this are some pic i would LOVE to share... the day when HAMZAH turn 18. hehehe check this out

BABY BEAR in Seoul Garden
Cute Baby Smile

HAMZAH nyer CAKE Cantik kan......

CUTE NYER MUKE DIER>>>>> MACAM BABY TUA..... Kwang3

I'll update more very soon next will be Faizal's Birthday... So do look up for it k...

REST IN PEACE Mr Raj..

2007-05-04T13:56:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone been quite sometimes i never update my blog. Currently not in the mood to update cause My Fav BIO-SCIENCE Teacher aka My God-Father (Mr Raj) just pass away on Tuesday due to Heart Attack. So today after 2 lesson in sch i ask my CA (Class Advisor) permission that i HAVE TO SEE HIM for the last time. Basically today after BREAK i met my 0601 Batch n all of them are going to Mr Raj's house. We took Bus No. 969 from Tampines Int then alight at Yishun, then took Bus No. 811 to his house... I saw all my friends & teachers all were there...Then we all have to walk around him to PAY OUR LAST RESPECT. When everyone have make their turns, ONE by ONE people are crying including me. Till Ms Gwee call me & ask to sit next to her. She say

Ms Gwee: How are you?

Me: okay, just feel so sudden his GONE

Ms Gwee: We are also shock when we heard the news. When was the last time u met him?

Me: It was on Monday at Technical Block 1st storey, When i saw him i quickly run away from him then when he call me i go to him. He say

Mr Raj: Sufiyan COME HERE...

Me: Cher, I got Landyard, with Black Shoes & Black Socks arh.. (alamak what u want cher)

Mr Raj: How are you now, feeling better?

Me: okay2 lah, Cher Now I'm the Class ChairPerson for JR0604B u know..

Mr Raj: Wow good arh. Take Care of Yourself arh

Me: Okay Mr Raj... bye Cher

Me: That was what happen on Monday.

Ms Gwee: At least u got to meet him before he go right?

Me: Ya but i haven't say Thank You for being the 1st PERSON as in the Teacher to come & see me at CGH during that time he came when i was in A&E & I got this Picture me & him together during Nurse's Day.

Ms Gwee: Have u given to him?

ME: I gave it to his Sister...

The Picture u guys see above is Mr Raj & Myself during Nurse's Day... Mr Raj was a Very Good Teacher who love to CRACK Joke, Teaches u until u understand the topic, Fun, LOVING Teacher i can say. Last but not least without him giving me scolding becoz of this & that. I won't be in Nursing right now. THANK YOU VERY MUCH Mr RAJ for being My Mentor/Teacher/God-Father & i will keep the Picture with me for Memories & Thank You for being the 1st Teacher to visit me during my accident in January. I'm gonna MISS YOU a LOT & not only me everyone who knows u too.

...Mr Raj Do REST IN PEACE...

From Your Student/God-Son,

Muhd Sufiyan Bin Hamadi

(HardyBoy)

Long TIme

2007-05-01T02:53:00.000+08:00

Wow been quite some time since i update.. Hmm i also got a LOT to update.. Abt my life, abt how's my condition now, abt the new class i'm in now etc... Just tell u guyz more very soon lah kk. BUT here some pix of it..

IT FAIR LAST DAY

2007-03-12T17:25:00.000+08:00

Jauh nyer Pic nie

Alamak Mana Satu HANDSOME..???

Kong Asam nyer Auntie amik salah

We were here on 11 March 2007

Yesterday Outing Was Fun... Kuar dgn My Parents gi org kahwin kat Tampines at Blk 806... Itu sebelah Mak nyer side..Then gi Woodland kat Blk 500+ arh. Itu nyer lak Cik Tipah nyer Anak Abg Zaihd kahwin.. Cik Tipah is my jiran Lama kat blk 898A dulu... I use to live that blk but now dah jadi 400+. Pergi Woodland dgn Family Pak Wing... then mkn..minum semua.. then mcm boring jer kan.. Aper lagi.. Kite nyanyi satu lagu arh.. Guess what is the Song title... This song i have SANG before last year during Nurse's Day...Korang tau tak.. Kalau korg ckp "Radja - Takkan Melupakanmu"... U guys are RIGHT... 10 points utk korg... Then lepas tu.. Meet my Sister Lurb at Tampines Lib... tgk Frenster jap..then Meet My Mirc Fren Yanti.. hehehe.. bebual biasa jer.. Then tk ada pape plan nk bus gi int dgn Sister Lurb then to Ghufran... Skali ternampak Ustaz Ahmad n Abg Asrul then dorg ajak gi IT FAIR kat Suntec City... hehehe aper lagi Join arh.. bye2 Sister Lurb ku... Jalan2 kat sana Dorg beli Macam2 seh tk leh CARRY... then jalan kat Marina Square lak... TERUS semua macam lapar gitu.. Aper lagi gi Beach Road arh.. Makan Sup TULANG..hehehe semua makan best2 then Macam Boring gitu.. aper lagi amik Gambar arh.. ITU pun mintak Auntie sana amik kan.. lepas tu Auntie kelaka... amik Gambar Camera dah nk terjatoh LOL.... Cute arh u Auntie...hehehe..

THE RESULT for my ECG TEST

2007-01-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

Finally when to Tampines Polyclinic to ReTake my ECG Test again. Datang kul 2pm gitu amik no. then teruk gi 2nd Floor terjumpe Cik Zainon. Aper lagi terus mintak Cik Zainon tlg arh.. Then ckp i nk amik ECG semua.. Cik Zainon tlg i lepas tu terus gi jumpe Doctor Poon... Dpt tau Doctor Poon suruh gi amik ECG dulu then jumpe dier... Gi Room 13 amik ECG. Then jumpe Doctor Poon balik... So dier tgk n baca lah aper yg patut gitu. Doctor Poon ckp.. 'Ur ECG TEST okay everything Normal nothing wrong'... Woooh Alhamdulillah tk ada aper2... Tapi aku tetap nk tau knp time kat skolah amik ECG ada Abnormality seh.. Dier ckp "Sat u go & take the Potassium test" aper lagi then ckp okay jer lah... So Saturday then amik LAST TEST.. Kalau okay.. I'm a FIT Guy.. Kalau tk I'm a Penyakit Guy... Doa Doa Semua okay tau U ALL.... Terima Kasih

HAPPY & SHOCKING Day

2007-01-10T13:20:00.000+08:00

1st lesson was PCA at T06-29... Everyone was present except Suhana but get to know she got her Performance thats y she can't join us for Morning Class... okay then Mdm Woo tell everyone to Select for Newly Class ChairPerson, Vic, Treasurer & Cleaning Rep... So the Name mention was Sha2, Ivy, Mei-Lin, Myself, Jun Jie. Then Mdm Woo ask for The Votes for every 5 Particapants BUT can only vote once.... Get to know Me & Jun Jie are tie. So now Vote for ChairPerson among the both of us... The Vote say...say...say...say... SUFIYAN is the ChairPerson of JR0601D.. Happy giler seh dpt tau I'm the ChairPerson as for Jun Jie, he'll be the Vice-ChairPerson. Ivy as Treasurer, Mei-Lin as Welfare Officer & Sha2 as Cleaning Rep.. Congrats to All.. 1st class was Theory & 2nd class was Practical of PCA... We learn abt ECG.. How to use in etc.. Then it was divide to 2 Groups to learn & someone have to be the Patient... Shaifuddin was the 1st person act as the patient to be tested using ECG.. Hmmm i never see the Result but they say okay... 2nd patient was me. Being a patient for ECG is not good do u know why.. Cause u have the Strip Half Naked so they can Check Ur Heart area... The Result is out then I was happy 1st time i was ECG then read my own Result. hehehe... What make feel SHOCK was i get to know.. I have Hyperkalemia!!! & it say abnormality Ivy was the want who ask me why my reading i got Hyperkalemia. I ask Mdm Woo why like this then she ask me to go to PolyClinic tmr to CHECK-UP just to be confirm... I WAS LIKE DAMN SHOCK & SAD seh... Hyperkalemia can cause HEART ATTACK seh... I'm only like going 20yrs old this year... Haiz masih muda lagi seh... k k lah tmr gi Polyclinic & ReTake ECG again... Update again tmr

Doa kan tk ada pape... Thanks ALL

1st Day Of School 2007

2007-01-09T14:18:00.000+08:00

Finally SCHOOL is here... 1st day of Sch.. hmmm okay 1st time wake up 5am this year.. Just becoz I bet with my ClassMate that i can reach Sch at 7am.. Do u think its early... hmmm... So take the bus 28 then meet Iqbal at Tamp. Int... Been quite sometimes never meet him.. MISS ya... So as i was saying going to sch taking bus 31 ALONE as per normal... Meet Shahida if i'm not wrong thats her name... ok simple to say She's from E class.. Both of Us with reach sch EXACTLY 7am on the dot... wow so i did my Promise to u... So both us did something we MISS the MOST.. Tap ur Ez-Link to this Tap thingy.. hehehe Miss that too... We went to 6th Storey coz we want to know. Where is our 1st CLASS going to be at.. But Everyone say we (2nd Year Students) are to go to MLT. Hmm i wonder If thats true.. So everyone was outside MLT at 7.50am then suddenly got a sms from my fren our class is at B06-28... Aper lagi cepat2 lari gi class arh... Get to know 4 new classmate just newly join my class & they are... SUHANA, JOANNE, SHIRLEY & PERTRINA... Welcome to u gurls... New Class Advisor: Mdm Jessica Woo, New Subject Teacher: Mdm Jenny Yeo, Miss Quek, Miss Ng, Miss Elaine Tan... Welcome Teachers... Lastly was getting the New TimeTable... & u know what... EVERY DAY got to be in Sch at 8am for the 1st lesson.. WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!!! But Luckily on Monday at 5pm, Tuesday at 6pm, Wednesday at 6pm, Thursday at 4pm & Friday at 12pm finish school. AMIN... Update again for tmr NEWs

-= NEW YEAR =-

2007-01-04T12:31:00.000+08:00

Finally the Year I've been waiting & looking forward to it.. Since its New Year it must goes along with [New Resolution].. Hmm New Resolution i got a lot to mention actually.. everything i want.. But just share with u all the REAL thing i want for this year Resolution lah k k... So Let's begin from What I want to do & aim to do?Sorry Lina I follow ur Method in The Resolution thingy.. Jgn Marah (",)

1 - Aim For Sponsorship in Hospital (like CGH or SGH)
2 - Make Sure get Good Grade in Both Schools & C.P 2
3 - Perform during Nurse's Day coz It's my LAST YEAR in ITE
4 - Go to School Gym with Iqbal & Ayu at least Once a Weeks
5 - Aim to get GPA 2.3 or More BUT not Less
6 - Lesser Down My Circles of Gurl Frenz
7 - Try to say STRAIGHT to the Point don't tell Grandfather Story
8 - Finish My 3mths Probation till 11/03/2007
9 - Relationship still pending...If that gurl thinks I'm that guy she's looking forward We see how lah...
10 - If New Probation Come then i have to carry on lah
11 - TRY & AIM to go ALL the Mosque in Singpore (My DREAM)
12 - NO MORE Hurting GURLs Feeling Especially the 1 I LOVE
13 - Don't Make the Same MISTAKE i did last year
14 - Stop the Adik Angkat Thingy
15 - Save Some Money for BACK UP plans
16 - Celebrate My 20 yrs Birthday Insya ALLAH even though its in The Month of Ramadhan
17 - NO MORE BEST FRIENDS
18 - NO MORE PPAG
19 - Think MATURE No More Childish (Hopefully arh)
20 - Be A Mentor in (4PM)
21 - Learn to Speak Chinese
22 - No more gigs
23 - No More Sad & Bad Memories
24 - Character WISE be Unique
25 - Lesser Down Talking to Girls on the Phone & Meeting Them Up
26 - Lesser Down Taking Pictures with Girls
27 - Hopefully Continue to be in Fityan
28 - Get A New Hp (Any will do as long its Nokia)
29 - Be Fren with Fatin again even though I know i make a lot of mistakes to her
30 - Go KRC 5 (If there's one)
31 - Be Active in What Ever I use To Do
32 - Go Play Pool or Bowling with Fityan Family
33 - Be Happy Always & Smile More
34 - KRC 4 Picture Make into a DVD to make us get the Feel of the NICE Memories there
35 - LASTLY like a Fren say what is past is past.. now in a New Year just hope history wont repeat.. the past in for us to learn n the future awaits US

Korban Cum New Year

2007-01-02T04:39:00.000+08:00

Finally i reach at Ghufran. To do my stuff as in taking Picture... Hmm where should i start oh ya. When the moment i reach Ghufran Ppl around told me this "Baru Sampai, Siang nyer sampai".. All i can do is just to Close my mouth ok ok cut the crap. I took a lot of picture like the CROWD, Registeration, Skinning, Slaughtering, Mincing, Cage, Distribution & many more... Then me & Adam took some video of VIP asking them What do they hope for Next Year Korban, It's there ROOM for improvement & Lastly Wish for the Members that join to Help out the Event. I did Skinning on 1 Kambing & it was SO DAMN HARD to do it.. I wonder how do the people in Skinning do the skinning man.. It's very Hard to do it... got myself a plastic of Kambing to bring home. Basically Everything was WELL DONE so Hope to Meet Everyone that Participate for the Event NEXT YEAR Insya ALLAH... KORBAN is Finally OVER... Hanging around at the Mosque while waiting for Isa & Azraie thought of going home with them... hmmm Nevermind then I when Home alone, reach home then Quickly do what i need to do the Go out again.. Go to E.T's House for a Party...then we went to Orchard hang around there till 5.45am plus... Then i walk to City Hall to take the MRT while waiting for the MRT to start I meet a Group of Frenz that was at Ska Reggae 2004 at Fort Canning... Miss You Guys... Otw to the Train i meet my Abg Frenz & they are Abg Idzam, Abg Farhan & Abg Wan... Hmm They also go CountDown hmmm Cool...
Last But Not Least I wanna say

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 To ALL of You THAT Read My Blog...

I'm Late for Solat AidilAdha I'm a Dead Guy

2007-01-01T00:28:00.000+08:00

ALAMAK!!!!.. I'm very the LATE for the Solat AidilAdha. ALAMAK!!!!.... I'm a DEAD guy... haiz lagi boleh update my Blog lagi tu dah tau lambat... But Nvm.. Basically my Job for the day is to picture of what happen for The KORBAN.. Got myself a Good Partner in Hand.. Goes by the Name Adamdam Piperdy. He's helping me with the Video Shot & i'm helping myself with the Camera Shot.. Thank Man for being to be my Partner for the Day.. So like what i was saying.. I'M LATE, I'm a Dead guy.. okay lah ntg much to say now. Only that yesterday i help out Tamp. Mart from 12.30am - 12pm then 2pm i reach Ghufran to help with the Picture Taking.. Oh ya i remember 1 thing that I can't FORGET the MOST abt yesterday.. I was with Adam was taking a Nap at the Dewan Musola alah u know behind the BLUE curtain cause i didn't get to sleep that day. We both plan that to take a short nap from 3.45pm gitu arh. Ppl are like Solat Asar what i mean is they FINISH their Solat Asar & I just woke up in SHOCK.. Where's Adam & everyone that was sleeping together with me. Arghh GERAM nyer aku.. kene Pulau kan katakan.. hehehe but its okay.. Aper lagi terus bangun amik wuduk then solat.. hehehehe... Last but NOt Least the FOOD is Nice...

KRC 4

2006-12-26T15:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all.. I'm finally back save & sound. Alhamdulillah SELAMAT pergi & SELAMAT balik. KRC 4 was HELL in the 1st few days but eventually as time goes by it was a HELL of FUN. Getting to know the 3 Faci Cikgu Fauzan, Cikgu Roy, Cikgu Sham. The scariest is non other Cikgu Fauzan... Seram giler arh dier tu... But after getting to know him.. He's actually a Nice Guy SERIOUSLY seh. For those who HATE him (like me) in the Starting of the Camp Eventually LOVE HIM seh.. hehehe Not forgetting our VERY own Faci Hamzah!!!!!... Terkejot boboy Hamzah Faci... Isa & Liyana was the Penghulu & Penghulu Wati... korg nie jadi Penghulu & Penghulu Wati pun geng dgn kitorg seh.. hehehe LOVE U BOTH... Oh ya Not forgetting I was the Leader for Group 5 then is was name after a Mosque in this part of Country... Our Group then name as 'DEMAK'.. Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar. Being a Leader WAS DAMN HARD i tell u this. U will have UP's & DOWN's with ur Team Mates. hehehe BUt Try to mingle around. I group consist of Yan (Dzul), Hafiz (Batin), Fadzli (Kecik), Myself, Atikah & Lina... Whatever it is I Still LOVE the Rafting Group... How my Group was the 1st to go then the LAST to be in the 3 Groups. BUT you know what I Group was Motivated But Bro Asrul, Ustaz Ahmad, Zikry, Irsyad, Kecik, Khairul, Fahmi, Mayliyana, Nazihah, Amirah, Ijat, & Nadirah. You guys OUT THERE want to know something My Group WAS EVENTUALLY Came in 1st.. Hip Hip Hurray..Allahu Akbar

Thank You to ALL who CAME for the KRC 4. Without You Guys & Girls. I wonder How FUN is KRC 4 that KRC 1.. Thank You All

Signout,
HardyBoy

39.4 to 36.5

2006-12-19T12:42:00.000+08:00

Ya Allah tolong lah aku... nk tau tk tadi pagi temp. 39.4 seh..... haiz badan panas, tk abis2 sesema... haiyo... STRESS babe... skali Mak kasi makan ubat 2 Panadol.... TERUS MAGIC seh... around kul 12pm gitu... Check balik 36.5 WOW tk percaya seh... haiz surf net as usual... Mak balik dari keje then kene SOUND "Dah gi tgk Doctor lum"... Aper lagi senyum2 jer lah.. Ckp dgn MAK dah baik... this thing make me FEEL Hopeless... 'Tgk Mak Doa kan tau Sihat' after Mak ckp gitu aper lagi i went to my room lock myself... Let EVERYTHING OUT... My Heart was so HURT & BROKEN... haiz... Things i learn is "Syurga Di Bawah Telapak Kaki Ibu.." so remember this all

A Sick Story

2006-12-17T08:08:00.000+08:00

haiyo Sakit Sakit Sakit... 38.2 seh temperature.. Demam2 dah lah lenguh seh badan... Haiz... Nanti keje lagi... kat Marina Square habis baik kul 6pm START.. Lucky... Hmmm anything Special Happen today... Oh ya tadi jumpe Nas & Yan time otw jumpe Suya. Jumpe Suya amik CD balik arh.. Haiz tk kan sampai NEXT YEAR baru nk kasi balik kan kan.. kekeke.. Oh ya lupa pagi2 dah bangun setakat amik Form kat umah org then gi Masjid PASS kat Kak Rina utk update saper2 yg dah bayar utk KRC... Aku sendiri nk gi MAK masih tk ckp pape... dah lama seh tk bebual dgn MAK... KAdang2 mcm RINDU lak.. hehehe.. Biasa lah tu.. Ckp Anak Kesayang MAK... :P Dapat tau skrg total people are going for the KRC is 34. 1 more otw kalau tk silap Nabila is the 35th person for the KRC..

Life Still Have To Move On

2006-12-11T03:34:00.000+08:00

Hidup mesti terus kan walaupun kau bukan ku yg punya. Whatever the reason might be. I'll accept it. BUT at least kite dua masih Kawan.. :P Hmm so skrg Back to Basic. Hidup seorgan mcm mana eh. I have to Learn from mistake. In relationship ada yg Baik & ada yg Buruk. Yg buruk kite belajar dari silap kite sendiri. Semua org MESTI ada Baik dan Burok mereka. Yang penting skrg pada ku. even though we both have our own life now.. Jangan Lupa kite sudah.. So now what i must do now.. NEVER MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE again... Mcm gini Sampai TUA aku sorg... kwang3... Naruto CUTE

1st Day of Polyclinic

2006-12-05T10:30:00.000+08:00

Actually my 1st day in polyclinic was not so bad lah.. Sisters, SSN, SEN all was very Friendly. Learn abt More to Diabetic Patients. The BREAK was 1hr not 30min then 30min.. Cool or What... Tmr I'm going to be posted at Dressing Room... To watch & learn abt How the Nurse's there DRESS the wound of the patients.. Hmm actually dah tk tau nk ckp aper lagi. nie pon baru update.. Kwang3.. Oh ya lupa gi umah Cik Bedah mkn & lepak2... Nie pun tgh lepak2 skrg... hehehe... okay lah nak balik umah Nanti ader jer MAK Bising.. hehehe... Adios Amigos HardyBoy nak BERAMBOS...

Chalet at Pasir Ris

2006-12-04T15:48:00.000+08:00

Wow.. A GREAT fun to be at this time of the Month. CHALET CHALET... alah nie pun Chalet Cik Non & Cik Ya pasal Enjoy2 dgn Family. As for me org tgh tido BEST-BEST skali kene... SUFIYAN BUANG SAMPAH.. haiyo padahal bgun pun psl nk gi toilet seh.. tiba2 kene sound dgn Mak buang sampah terlanjur dah bgun kan.. Hmmm Buang sampah semua then siap2 semua gi Ikot gi Chalet.. WOW ingat kan BORING eh.. Skali kene jaga budak2 kecik Main Escape Theme Park dgn Uncle Razali.. Best seh.. If ONLY you were here... hehehe.. k k back to Chalet. Lepas tu aper lagi, Bapak-Bapak main RACE dgn isap SheSha(Spelling entah betul tak...) hehehe...

Waiting For You

2006-12-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

Only time will TELL if we are really FATED to be Together or Not..?? I have to change to be someone BETTER. She's going to K.L with her FAMILY. Woowww how cool is that... Hmmm Get to talk to San before they when K.L. Seriously she's a girl who i can depend on/What a Friend WISH to have & lastly who i can share my problem/burden to. Ever since with Lina. She have been helping us in A LOT of way & i mean A LOT. For the time being me & her go seperate ways. The msg that motivates me a lot is

Unknown Girl: Da la nnt krg jumpe then sort things out TOGETHER.. Penat uh jadi messenger krg. Im the one who needs a BREAK. Hahaha. K k sng ckp lina need some tyme to cool down n to tink masak2. But not BREAK. just lupekn sume yg berlaku selama ni. Krg start anew alrite? Anyway im helping my best ______ n a friend of mine to be happy.

This msg makes me feel that,is there like Second Chance to a LIFE. If there's one, I'm NOT going to waste time but to Find the Time to make it all Clear.. So now the next step is "Waiting For You" from ur K.L trip with ur family. Till We Meet Again

I don't Understand

2006-11-30T15:59:00.000+08:00

This is a story of how it is

Lovin' every morning
Good loving every night
That is what I gave you,
And you were so satisfied
Dinner on the table
There were flowers in the bed
Anything you asked for
Was it all real or just in my head?

Think now, of what it should've been
Our love, all it could've been
If you were ever wondering
I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

I could never believe and never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterdays
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

How you feelin now?
Are you happy now?
I'm doing just fine

Covered you in diamonds
Gave you summer in the sun
And at that moment I had only just begun
Got you the designers
From every magazine
Baby if I'd known then
All this pain inside would never be

Girl, you are a mystery
So glad, that we're history
Guess we were never meant to be
And I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

I could never believe and never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterdays
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

Are you happy now baby?
That we're history
Yeah, yeah

Think now, of what it should've been
Our love, all it could've been
If you were ever wondering
I'm doin' fine, but in my mind

I'm just throwing away our yesterdays
Giving it up on the plans we made
Enough is enough, done all I can
This girl I'll never understand
I could never believe, never understand
How you could do this to me
Enough is enough, done all I can
Now you're gonna lose me
Throwing away our yesterday's
Everything we planned
Cause you're a girl, I'll never understand

Perjumpaan Hari Raya

2006-11-30T15:55:00.000+08:00

Wow the guys came early then me.. When i came down there... They just rehearse for the LAST TIME... The guests came. Fityan Members came. Everyone came. It was a HAPPY ENDING for me.. Why i say that coz, My plan was to take pic with this Special Girl. But tk kesampaian, akhirnya Andai kau kata Kite harus buat hal masing2 sendiri. When i read the msg. My eyes was crying in pain. I was in PAIN. I call up my Fren, ask for HELP but he told don't be like that . She got say IF we are FATED to be together again. We are FATED. I wonder how TRUE it is. You are Confused & Lost with ur Decision. I wonder what you say is true, wonder what you feel for me is true. ALL Fityan took Pictures together. From what i see, That's gonna be my LAST taking pic with you all. How i wish this day didn't happen. But you keep on saying you LOVE me, you still LOVE me. I wonder that came from your HEART or Mouth. Like what people say "Tak Guna Ada Mata Kalau Tak Dapat Melihat, Tak Guna Ada Hati Kalau Tak Dapat Menilai". I LOVE YOU SO MUCH i can't bare to let you go. But if That's what you want. All i can do is to Redha. Let NATURE take its Course. If she OPEN up ur mind set. Insya Allah we can be together. But after what happen. I don't think i can accept you to be Someone I TRUST anymore. Sorry my Dear. Sufiyan now is Much BETTER then Sufiyan LAST TIME. Even Most of my Fren Agree. But its up to u. ONLY time will TELL me If you are the Girl of My DREAM.... :'(

Muhammad Sufiyan Bin Hamadi
(HardyBoy)

I'm Lost

2006-11-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

I swear that I can go on forever again
Please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss we begin
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of being alone
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight
Cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'm lost without you
I'm lost without you

I Wanna

2006-11-29T07:56:00.000+08:00

I'm taking my time
I'm trying to leave the memories of you behind
I'm gonna be fine
As soon as I get your picture right out of my mind

I wanna feel the way you make me feel when I'm with you
I wanna be the only hand, you need to hold on to
But everytime I call you don't have time
I guess I'll never get to call you mine

You're nothing at all, I know theres a million reasons
why I shouldn't call
With nothing to say, could easily make this
conversation last all day

Another lesson I didn't get to learn
Your my obsession
I've got nowhere to turn

It's Sad

2006-11-28T15:54:00.000+08:00

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to go to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Rewang Rewang

2006-11-27T11:30:00.000+08:00

Today what a HELL of tiring day for me & the guys. Basically the guys are Ahmad, Aidil, Irsyad, Sabil.. We all when to Blk 275 Tampines St 22. To help out with the Perkahwinan "Faisal & Juliana"... Ustazah NorLaila was the one who invite us to be the "Kendarat".. Actually kan "Kendarat" kan utk pompuan jer... hehehe But who cares.... Nak tolong org dgn Ikhlas. Datang sana jer semua BLURR like sotong.. tak tau aper nak buat... Macam Biasa Ayan jugak kene kasi arahan kpd semua... hehehe (Step mcm Org BESAR jer)... Skali dpt tau... That wedding what my Cousin's Wedding... Blurr padahal tak pernah nampak org2 kat sana... Entah2 dpt tau... Atok _____(alamak lupa nama Sorri Tok) nyer sedara is my Arwah Atok... Jadi kirakan Ustazah NorLaila is my Makcik.. haiyo... Aku dah dpt satu lagi Makcik & Ustazah.. hehehe... HAPPY seh... Kat sana keje2 kitorg ialah SERVE makan & minuman kpd tetamu & angkat makan & minuman selepas tetamu balik. SEMUA keje KERAS tapi baik2 semua malu2 nk bebual dgn Kendarat Pompuan... Wow bukan main mesra dorg... Macam aku biasa layan Makcik2 kat sana... hehehe... Macam tk kenal SUFIYAN saper... Lepas semua...TIME TO GO HOME... Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sambil menanti Ustazah NorLaila, kita semua duduk2 dgn MAKCIK-MAKCIK bebual-bual... Happy seh skali Ustazah suruh tunggu jap ingat kan aper.. tunggu pasal nak kasi MAKANAN utk bawak balik umah.. hehhee.... ALL WAS A HAPPY ENDING... everyone have fun, Everyone Enjoy Mixing With The People There... As for me... I'm happy to know that i got a NEW FAMILY now...

Broing Day

2006-11-26T12:51:00.000+08:00

Today was a DAMN boring day.. Can't go out.. Can't do anything right.. After watching PRISON BREAK... jeng jeng jeng... Mum start to scold everybody... My room is in a MESS... i got no time to do all... Haiz she ask me to go find work... HELLO my attachment have not yet finish... planing to go to the mosque to join the geng at the container... BUt i came VERY LATE.. now the rest are going to 'Kampong Melayu' to watch KUDA KEPANG... as for me I'm in the lib updating my PRECIOUS blog. Wonder what to say... Life now is kinda SUCK for me... There's always sometime WRONG... If gonna be my Mum keep on nagging WHY i never find a Job. As for me... going to meet Isa & Nassier at MTT.. That was a HELL Waiting for me... Haiyo korg2...Just a Guys Day OUT... Now hoping to meet Lina on Wed for the Perjumpaan Hari Raya... WOW wonder what is the Color she gonna wear on that day... HOPEFULLY same as me.. hehehe... How Romantic it's gonna be.. hehehe Waiting for ur reply Syang.. In LIFE understanding is the MOST important.. If u have doubt about me...Do tell me...Who knows by telling u those story of mine our Relationship will be a NEW... To Lina "I MISS YOU SO MUCH, wonder the day will come to MEET YOU in Person"...

Back to School

2006-11-21T18:08:00.000+08:00

hello everyone... Been quite sometime never go to school for MLC... Finally now i can update my blog... BUSY katakan.. Mcm tk biasa pulak Ckp Nurse mah.. smlm penat tau... lepak2 dgn ISA kat MTT lepas tu lepak kat bwh blk uDin. Skali i got a kol from a VERY Old Fren.. Asking for help becoz of her BGR... Me n Isa meet her at 10 - 11 plus. We talk abt her Prob..Me & Isa feel that both of us like COunseller arh.. wahahaha.... Finally we all sot things out.. Then antar lah dier balik... Kecian katakan anak dara org.... Anyway yesterday i was in SCH for my 1st REALWORK in Nursing Lab... tak leh angkat keje mcm tk keje gitu... Kene Carik hp Cikgu lah, Bersih2 kan lah...just simple2 job... 1hr/$5..okay lah.. dpt utk duit makan. End up jumpe Isa SHARE my Prob... He give me advice n we talk n talk until we reach Interchange.. Our plan was to go back together.. But we both walk HOME... On our way we walk pass Lina House.. Then we Lepak under her blk... We chat on the phone... Settle & Sot things out.. AKHIRNYA SEMUA SETTLE AMIN

The Day I Can't Make Any Decision

2006-11-05T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello Blog, skrg aku ada kat rumah Cik Bedah yg tinggal kat sebelah Tampines Library. Last house for the day, my parent tgh bebual-bebual lagi. Hadi dgn Imran tgh main PS2, Abg Fitri tgh tido kat Kereta, Huda kat rumah tgh belajar utk O-Level dier & me tgh update blog. Hmmm Pagi2 bangun tido, mandi, siap-siap then gi CDC. Gi sana pun nak buat bayar utk Card Driving Licience. Wow $50 seh mahal nyer.. hmm Habis baik mak kasi Present to make the Card. Lepas tu gi I.C.A nk Extend Passport haiz boring2. Hmmm terus ingat kan nk balik umah terus gi Golden Mile Tower jap for Interview baru lah gi Bedok Library surf net for 30min jer. haiz abis tu kan kite sampai rumah relak2. Sambil tgh tunggu my Parent balik then baru boleh gi Jalan Raya. Mak & Abah balik dan yg bujang2 siap nk jalan raye.. hmmm Tepon Farzana, Atikah, Isa, Nassier tanye Hmmm "Korg gi umah Ust Irwan eh..?" semua tk confirm cume Farzana & Atikah jer yg Confirm gi.. Hmmm boring2... Jalan Raye dgn Family, Ust Irwan jemput dtg umah dier.. Haiz STRESS-STRESS....then malam Nadiah msg "r u coming to Ust Irwan House, come lah".. haizz tapi aku tukar2 topic.. Kalau lah tadi gi umah Ust Irwan... 1st time aku kuar dgn Lina & nampak dier pakai Baju Kurung LIVE... haizz skrg Lina bingit & marah.. Wahai blog ku ini.. Kalau ko paham aku.. Kalau boleh SEMUA aku nak gi.. Nak ikot My Family Jalan Raye & nak join u all gi Rumah Ust Irwan.. Lagi2 Ust Irwan sms me PERSONALLY seh.. Haiz rasa sebesalah seh tk dtg rumah Ust Irwan dan lagipun lama jugak tk jumpe Ust Irwan.. "MAAFKANKU Ust Irwan & Lina kerana tidak dpt jumpe kamu Berdua"

TP TEST DAY

2006-11-03T15:04:00.000+08:00

Wow takot seh tadi utk TP. dah lah pagi2 kene bangun itu pun Abah dgn Mak jugak hantar sana... "YA ALLAH Tolong lah aku PASS utk TP nie". dah start tgk Nombor aper kene amik eh.. Skali dapat Nombor 62.. Pun boleh lah.. hehehe...Lepas TEST semua kene gi 3rd floor.. haiz tunggu kat bilik tu sikit punyer lama... dah lah Air-Con tk ON... haiz... jeng jeng jeng.. Intructor TP dtg lak heran lak.., Knp dorg panggil Nama2 org.. tapi aku tk panggil...??? Pikir-Pikir jugak seh... Jangan2 aku FAIL... eee JANGAN seh.... Lepas tu Intructor Abdol masok ckp "OKAY U ALL PASS".... "YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AKU PASS........." Terima Kasih Banyak2 kepada Kwn2 Ku yg telah DOA kan aku PASS... Terima Kasih Banyak Korg....Tanpa DOA korg aku rasa aku TKKAN PASS.... ALAMAK kene tgk Video lak... ish ish ish skali kene amik PLEDGE tau... "I PROMISE TO BE A SAFE RIDER" hehehe hentam saja lah.... dah kul 12.10pm dah lambat nk gi Attachment itu pun HAQ jugak tompang.. THank You HAQ....

"Lina, I PASS for my Bike Licience tau" HAPPY nyer....

Tgk Prison Break lagi sempat jugak....

TO ALL WHO READ THIS MSG.. Yan disini ingin Ucapkan TERIMA KASIH BANYAK-BANYAK kerana korg DOA kan kite PASS for mt TP TEST... Terima Kasih Semua..

2006-10-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

RYC VPC PICTURE

[I'm Sorry Dear]

2006-10-14T11:39:00.000+08:00

Today i was at Ghufran.. I meet Lina there but i was SHY in a way hehehe. Cause i got a Little Gift for her. The Gift is to tell that i am sorry i make her cry yesterday. Nisa was the one who msg me KNP DGN AWK?? when she msg me i ignore cause i don’t understand what she say. In the end i ask Nisa salah msg ke..? Nisa told me that i point-point at her. That is why she was cry on the phone with Nisa.. I hope u LOVE the Red Rose I gave u just now. After giving her the Rose, suddenly Farzana come. It was like so PERFECT so both of us got to go An-Nahdhah Mosque for {I ASK Ambassadors}.. Then buke there, solat there. The Cool thing is that Farzana like was SHOCK to know her Wallet was GONE.. ALAMAK so me & her back track from the time we buke puasa to the Conference Room... GOD IS GREAT.. Finally the WALLET was FOUND...ehem nak tau kat mana tak.. Haiz kat tmpt duduk Farzana lah haiz terjatuh agaknyer bila SEMUA nak kuar dari tmpt tu... Aper dah Farzana.. hehehe...

B.H Test 2 Result

2006-09-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Mcm mana dpt 22½/50 seh.. Knp mesti STRESS kluar seh.. Arghh.. So the Piss Off man.. haiz... Masam jer aku nari.. Mcm tak ada MOOD nk buat pape seh. Jap lagi nanti nk jumpe Lina lagi.. Haiz kalau dpt jumpe dier nari. Nak share dgn dier arh.. Lagipun nari tlg kat Masjid mcm biasa.. hmm...

Outing With BMC Members Part 2

2006-09-05T12:51:00.002+08:00

The Gays TAK JADI trying to Kiss Each Other

Say Cheese!!!!!

What FRIENDs are For!!!

HardyBoy, Elias, Nizam & E-mir Posing Time

All look Bored STILL waiting for The BMC Girls

Wonder WHOSE Sling Beg is that?

Buat aper jer si HardyBoy nie.. Org nak amik Elias & Nizam jer.. Sebok jer

Guys have Meeting while waiting for The BMC Girls

Outing With BMC Members Part 1

2006-09-05T12:41:00.000+08:00

Haiz LIna & Nisa lak Posing Skrg.. Pakai Camera Phone lagi..hmmm

Eh Ainunl & Lina Posing Outside PRINT CLUB

The BMC Girls

A Good Day To Remember

2006-09-04T13:30:00.000+08:00

Today when to Tampines Central CC Field to support my fellow Fityan Ghufran & Wildan Istighfar for the YLN 7's SOCCER Tournament... Hmm biasalah jadi Medic tak jadi lagi.. takpe at least i know a little bit of Medical Stuff... Mcm biasa dtg MESTI ada pompuan join tak lain dari Lina & Nadiah. Hmm aper lagi MESTI amik GAMBAR dgn Partner in Crime. Nk tgk gambar kat atas. Abis tu jalan-jalan dgn The Sisters to Tampines Mall... Lepas tu amik SNAP-SHOT gambar Nadiah.. Pooo dier bkn main MENGAMOK seh.. Hmm Garang tau... hehehe so in the End DELETED the pic which i took just now. Naik bus 168 to Woodland then take MRT to Bukit Gombak ada Meeting kat SAFF CENTRE.. Topic about BOSS (Hmm aper itu) lepas abis semua baru pergi rumah ABG ERI.. Wow 2 tingkat umah arh.. kat Woodland Blk 788B.. Dari Woodland Interchange nk gi sana naik bus 913.. Wow betul2 BUSY nari aku nie.. Oh lum abis lagi pergi umah Cik Bedah jap surf Net & Try my VERY OWN 1GB Trek ThumbDrive.. Bestyer akhirnya dpt sendiri nyer ThumbDrive. Surf Net pon pasal Ada org suruh check.. hehehe.. Nak tau aper itu c ya very soon.. Baru balik umah agak2 pai kul 9.30pm gitu..

weyyyyyyyyyy

2006-09-04T04:56:00.000+08:00

wokey........ im going to say tiz once n for all................................''OF COS I WANT U 2 B MY SPECIAL ONE!!!!!!!!''.... LOL.......... go see my photo.... better tahn da one u gave mi... LOL.................................................................... TAKE CR

First Post

2006-09-02T12:16:00.000+08:00

I think it is rather stupid, but i am using it now.. so what is blog for in the first place?.. To let others know how am i doing? I don need others to know.. To express my feelings? I am not that stupid to let the whole world know how i feel?.. The true answer is for me to know and for you to find out.. Maybe this is a place where i can talk to myself.. a place where i can dump my memories.. A place where i can look back year after and smile.. I am a person who dreams a lot.. Maybe this will act as a dream catcher that can collect all my dreams.. until the day that i cease to have dreams.....

*It's Complicated*